Today's course conducted should be the last course for this year. Instead of a happy ending, I had one of the most challenging moments.
The class size was as big as 38 though the usual class size I handled was about 20+. Out of the 38 participants, close to 28 are teachers who know much more than me. I saw the name-list only a couple of days ago and I felt stressed because teachers are well-known to be critical and precise. They demand more else it is a waste of their time.
At the end of this course, the evaluation forms contained more complaints than praises. I admit that I did not know the topics very well even though I have studied very hard beforehand. I admit that I was already very tensed knowing that the teachers have very high expectations on me.
Should I continue conducting this course? Should I revamp the course materials so that I can cover more on areas which I am confident in and leave the less confident areas alone? Where can I find time to revamp this course?
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